i think i was more productive with my “life stuff” when i was gainfully employed. sitting here tonight, i can’t figure out where the hours have gone in my post employment life (of two days). i’ve definitely been spending time going after interesting sounding jobs and picking the brains of people whose businesses i admire. i don’t know that i have anything to show for it though.
the alarm no longer goes off at 6a and i’ve been letting myself sleep in until 830a. i also get my morning dose of one on one at 9a while eating cereal and drinking tea. (i did work with a tv on in my office for 8 hours a day and am not ready to leave all of those shows behind just yet)
it has been unseasonably hot in upstate new york this week. why did this have to happen after the air conditioner got stored away for the year? and why did i think it would be a great idea to head up the very steep congress street hill yesterday to hang out at prospect park with mae? by the time we got up to the park, we were ready for food and a nap.
i was hoping to do a fun photoshoot with my muse otherwise known as the monkey, but that didn’t last once the exhaustion kicked in. a quick call to skfl to see if he was heading home for lunch (aka could swing by and pick us up because he was a few blocks away, but was unable to leave at the time) combined with my even quicker pack up of our stuff, led me to leave something behind.
as we were halfway down the hill, it hit me – where is the monkey??? oh there is no way i would have left him on the picnic table. or was there? my mind was racing. should we turn around and head back up the hill to find out, or keep going and hop in the air conditioned car and drive back? we went with the latter. (yes!) i was so afraid we would bump into a familiar face and have to cut the conversation short to go find my tiny plastic monkey that got left behind after a park themed photoshoot. luckily, mae and i made it home without seeing a friendly face. we got out of the car and found the monkey eagerly awaiting our return. all was right in my little world.
i think i just figured out where all of those hours have gone.